Thursday, July 9, 2026.

Hewo hewo my darlings, how have you been? As for me, today has been a lil troublesome for Ashley (╥ ᴗ ╥),,

I started off the day with a terrible, terrible stomachache (⸝⸝๑﹏๑⸝⸝), i had even a momment of a lil of intense pain even XoX, so much that i nearly wanted to lay in the floor, so i messaged my boss to tell her abt it and she said that i take it easy,, (,; ⩌ ;,).
In a way i was like: "omg yay! i can rest today!" but at the same time i was like: "( ,,⩌'︿'⩌,,) don't you dare!! You have a lot of work to do, you already had a lot of time to rest and yesterday and you didn't bother to do nearly anything.. Aren't you enough of a disappointment already and you wanna do even less?",, (๑•́ -•̀) guuh,,, so i proposed my boss that i might try to work once i feel a lil better to counter a lil of my guilt,, but she insisted that health comes first.. the stomachache didn't even last that long anyway and i still followed her advice ( ;´ - `;) maybe i really am a disappointment... I don't have any excuse, i am not trying my best,, and i wish i was!! And all i can say is that its so hardd,, (◞‸ ◟).. Tommorrow,, tommorrow ill give it my very best i promise!!!!! (∩˃o˂∩) I may be a girlfailure and a smol good-for-nothing floofball, but i don't wanna loose my capacity for making an effort for acchieving my goals!!!! (ง •̀_•́)ง so just you wait...

The day didn't end there though,, something a lil worse happened afterwards Σ(°ロ°). i was in my room, eating my lunch (yes,, i eat my lunch at my room (,; ⩌ ;,) pls don't laugh at me), i was having my yummy meal of pasta with tomato sauce, when all of the sudden,, i spotted a nasty eeky insect on my desk!!!! Σ(ﾟДﾟ;) "EEEEEEEK!!!!" I yelled loudly!!! I secured my lunch by bringing it to the living room and go grab my main weapon the insecticide.. i sprayed a lil and a lot of more buggies came out!!! (|| ゜Д゜) EEEEEEEEEK!!!!! So so so scawyy!!!! ( ˃Д˂；) I was nearly ready to faint!!! So i started going bonkers with the insecticide until my whole room smelled like poison (*T^T) i had to wear a face mask for my own safety..
Gahhh!!! its not fair!!! I'm not *that* much unorganized!!! We never had buggies before in our house!!! (~O~;) What if they are comming from a neightboring floor from my appartment??? My room's windows lead to an interior backyard,,, and there do be a few cracks in the wall at floor level,,, so there do be quite a couple of ways in which a buggie can infiltrate into my room,, (⇀‸↼‶) so it can't be my fault!!! (or atleast i think so,,,).. As much as i likey insects, they do scare Ashley a lot, specially if its those that carry diseases,,, yes,,, it was a cockroach (·•᷄_•᷅ ).. From now on, ill certainly try to keep my room more clean and tidy and more free of teeny tiny invaders (⇀‸↼‶),, cus otherwise im gunna bring up the flamethrower and turn all the buggies to crisps!!! (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞.

Awee,, apologies that you had to see me like that dear reader,, (˃͈ ˂͈ ) i truly embrace pacifism,, those buggies come to my room cus like any other animal they are searching for food to feed on.. I do try to avoid killing any insects if i can,, but sometimes that do be too much for me..
Anywayyy,, i do look forward to do *atleast something* tommorrow,, i really should go to eepy a lil earlier today if i wanna accomplish that,, 7 am is the ideal momment for me to wakey up and i don't start working until 10 am,, so hopefully i don't stay all night watching videos on my phone neither (,; ⩌ ;,),, maybe ill watch a few though...

Dear reader, as always, lots of super-duper thankies if you made it to the end (๑•᎑•๑), will you come again next time i upload a new blog post?? ( ꈍ◡ꈍ) pls pls pls pls???? (˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧ heehee, dw its okay if you don't, spotties will go nowhere afterall and ill probably continue to be this much of an idiot forever (ᵕˆヮˆ),, oh welp,, until next time!

❤︎ Ashley.